It's the time of the year to reflect...

The words that follow is adapted from one of my friend's blog. (so if U happen to read this, don't be offended okayy. what U said had sparked my mind into reflecting the stuffs that have happen during the last four years. thanx, my standing partner!)

'I'll miss everything. I'll miss everyone. We've left our legacy behind. We've left something behind which no one can erase.

I feel so sad. It's really the end of the year and thinking back, the gradustion ceremony really collates everything I've done and lived for for 4 years of my secondary school life. Looking back, I'll really miss everything that I have. The graduation really got me thinking. These people that I've grown used to, lived with, laughed with, cried with, gossiped with, studied with, played with, matured with, may just leave this part of my life and I may not even see them again. After graduation, after the O LEVELS and after the much awaited prom night and meeting one last time to get back our results, then we'll all have to part of separate ways and may never see each other again.

Even when we get married, go to work, have kids, grow old, these people may only be a part of the memories that were once dearly cherished. Just the thought of all this is enough to get me crying. So, I'm taking this time to remember and reflect. To belief that the friendships we made will hold strong. To understand the part of this life. To reflect all that we've done together. And to make sure, I'll never forget.'

To all the teachers* that have selflessly showered their love, concern and time, a very big thank you. No words can express my gratitude to all of you. I'll never be who I am today without everyone of you.

To everyone in 3Z'04, 4Z'05, you all have been an integral part of me. 4Z has left our legacy behind, something which no one can erase. ilu

To ethel, thanks for being there for me always and standing by me ( literally).

To my other classmates in 1H'02, 2H'03, I know time has passed us by and memories may have faded, but i can remember every single one of you. Time might lead us nowhere, fate might break us apart. But i'll always be thankful that once in my life journey, I met people like you. ilu

To Jialing, I know you'll never be able to read this. But I wish that you could hear me. I just wanna say I miss you a lot, and I'm sure 2H will too. 10 feb 2004, I will remember forever.

To my table partners, Dhivya-thanks for gay-ing around with me and laming with me too. miss you gal!
Amanda Voon- thanks for being so ever patient and for being my walking english
dictionary.
Deena- thanks dear! we've been classmates for 4 years. thanks for providing laughter
and being my friend. muacks!

To my table partner for chinese lessons, Qisi aka Ah Ma! thanks for keeping me awake during chinese with your lameness and our private discussions during lessons that stop only when laowu stares at us for a long time. =p and thanks for taking care of me when im not feeling well (just like my ah ma!). Ah Ma! ilu

To the cls and acls of cedar guides, Valerie, Weiyi and Emmeline- thanks for bearing with me for a whole year. geez. sorry if i offende anyone of you in any way. My sincere apologies. And thanks for always being there for me and i will renenber all of you forever!

To the sec 4 guides, thanks for staying together! Without anyone of you, there will not be us.

To the ppl who got up at 3 am to cut watermelons with me, thanks for waking up.lols. thanks for being there to finish cutting the 8 or 10 watermelons and having phobia for watermelons ever since. lol! MUACKS!

To my family, thanks for always being patient and also screaming at me to make me wake up, I LOVE YOU! and to my sis especially( i know you'll be reading), thanks for staying up late to listen to me (+ crap too!) thanks piggg!

*
Sec 4 teachers: mrs chew, mrs koh, mdm goh, mdm lum, mr goh, ms chng, mrs lim, mrs foo, ms ng, mrs ong
>> thanx for accompanying me through the toughest and most crucial of the four years. =) especially ms chng and mr goh, thanx for withstanding my bugging. =p

Sec 3 teachers: ms tan, ms begam,mr chua, mr tan, mrs chew, mrs lim h.b, mr goh, mr leow,mdm faridah,mrs ong
>>thanx for helping me bridge the gap between lower sec ans upper sec academically and mentally.

Sec 2 teachers: mr chia, mdm koh, mr toh, mrs yeo, ms chiam, mrs foong, mrs woo
>> thanx for being with me through streamng. And to mr toh and mr chia, thanx for speaking to me during the crucial period. ( I haven't forgotten it! =) )

Sec 1 teachers: mrs loy, mrs tan,ms sebastian, mrs lim h.b,ms chiam + many others
>> thanx for helping me settle down in the new environment.

And lastly, to my tuition teacher- Mrs Cheng
>> You're the only teacher who has taught me for 6 years! thanx for everything you have done for me + your patience, care and time! I'll never forget you.. x) XOXO

wells..i guess none of the ppl above will get to read this. but it's okay, i've said what i felt and it feels good you know? this one post can never wrap up the past four years of my life but it's has brought back many memories..sour, sweet, bitter, spicy. . .

In a matter of a few more days, it's time to start a new chapter of my life. Something new and umm, exciting? I hope so.. sighs frankly speaking, i've never welcome changes. actually, i approach them with much comtempts..i just wanna stay within my comfort zone, though it is largely not posiible. And i procrastinate too much i must admit. And so for the new year, i must change!!!! All bad habits that i possess must go! all must go! (sounds like some sale going on..heh!)










Procrastination is the thief of time.