Superficiality Part I

I've come to know this word even better after I came to jc. Yes, I have encountered this quite a few times in secondary school, like the presence of fakers in CCA. But all these were rather minor and luckily these people were not given opportunities they might have gotten if their fake-ness were not seen through.

Sadly in my life now, this is no longer the case. If only people could open their eyes wider to see through the inadequacy of these people. In my short six months in AJ, I’ve experienced a few cases of such unfairness. How would you feel if you’ve lost to someone else because of your looks? Haa.. didn’t think such a thing could happen. Like what the hell? If I had lost to her because of my in capabilities, yes I concede. But NO! So what if you’re pretty, slim and speak well? If you are not capable, you’re just another bimbo on Orchard Road. To me, what makes a difference among people is your inner strength, how well you work with people and how you manage your team. Well, I can’t say that I can do all that very well, but at least i try to use as much of my common sense as possile to solve problems. At least I have much more common sense that some people out there. Just because you’re a gem or just look pretty, you get your wish. Sure, but I assure you that is pure luck and this won't last you through your life. Anyway I still think you lack some common sense. wtf . What is the world coming to?

Not only that, just because you look so good in front of the teacher, you are a leader. Right… what is the world coming to once again? What character traits you display in front of me just put me off. It just shows how responsible you are as an individual and in a team. Sometimes in a team, you just can’t say you wanna quit and then you quit. It’s a team thing you know, how can you be so irresponsible? If you are working alone, fine. Go ahead, quit. It doesn’t even bother a shit out of me. But now, what you are doing affects the whole team, so it’s not just about you, it’s about the whole team. And can I remind you? What you want to achieve may not be as easy to achieve as what you think, you need to work much harder than that. Well, I’ve seen through you. But what’s so frustrating about it is that the whole world thinks you are capable. Think only. So it’s not a fact, mind you. To me you are just another faker I’d have to meet along my journey of life. So what if you’re able to speak to us and order us around? You’ve shown me that you are such a weak character that I seriously think you don’t deserve what you’re getting. I don’t blame the teachers for not seeing thru you, all in all, they only know you in class and not personally. That’s just the unfairness of it all; and that’s what I really can’t stand. Life is so bloody unfair! I just feel like screaming in front of everyone to tell them what you really are, what a faker you’ve been all along.

After some thought, I attribute all these to the fact that these people come from nsch. I don’t know why but there’s just this difference between people from nsch and bsch. It’s just the difference in mindset and character. Of course I’ve seen bsch people behaving rather badly. But most of the time, it’s really these people who are so N who are really different. I guess it’s just people with different mentality. Yes, they may be here with us, but what they possess are just a skill of gniggum. Perhaps it’s the people I meet. Those people with weaker characters are from nsch, I really don’t understand why. Well, I think we’re just from different worlds, just say I have this thing against this kind of people. Bias, discrimination… whatever you call it. And this you im talking about happens to be from nsch too. Such coincidence huh?

If only you knew what I know, that'll be purrfect.












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With you, anything is possible.
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