20 November ~ whee!

this is my 100th post!! cheers!!! yayyayyay! :D:D

hehs, so this is going to be a happy, long post! (i think!)


today's 20 november, last day of the torturous and agonising A's for most science students unless you're taking biology or pharmaceutical chemistry. that's why i chose to reserve my posting till today! haha, might as well since i was suppose to be studying for the past few days (apparently not! ;p).


well, i thought i'd be totally excited and euphoric when A's ends but now that it actually ended, somehow i dont feel as happy as i ought to feel. kinda weird.. maybe it's because of the kbox session that was cancelled at the very last minute, and so i went for lunch with mum instead and came home after that. feeling a little gloomy cuz it's pouring outside the window now and i guess it adds to my blue-ness and boredom. haha! or maybe, it's because the end of A's would signal the end of my life in AJ, formally.


i've never thought i'd miss AJ THAT much, but in fact i do. Not that AJ provided me with the best time i'd ever have but i guess the experience is one that i'd not be able to get if i were in other JCs. In a way, it's unique. Life elsewhere would not allow me to meet the same bunch of teachers, friends and acquaintances. Life elsewhere, would it have been better? Or worse? That i wouldnt know, but what i know and own are the memories i have in AJ. Much as i (or we) complain how 'un-bonded' my class was, i guess after the past two years, bonds have been forged perhaps even without us realising it. i mean, we're definitely not the most bonded nor the best class, but the experiences that we've shared, you cant get it anywhere else, isnt it? And of course, the nice teachers that have made learning much easier. i guess the teacher i have to thanks most is ms zhu, because without her sacrificing many hours of her time for consultation, i think my geography would not have improved as much. i mean, how many teachers would stay back till 9pm to answer your questions, even when we're all tired and hungry? you don't have to be the best teacher, teaching the brightest students. because most of the time, these students are more or less fine on their own. it's the effort and sincerity in coaching the weaker ones that differentiates a good teacher from the rest. it's the little actions and words she does that makes me feel bad if i don't study hard, for her and for myself. and i think she's one of the few teachers who has relatively higher EQ, even her sms-es are so bubbly with all the smileys. i think reading her sms-es makes you feel happier, as compared to others which are rather dull and formal. she's really more than a teacher to me, a friend and confidante as well.


ahh, im getting emo. okay, i should stop that, it's suppose to be a HAPPY POST! :)


yesterday, hahaman made a new friend! my study partner drew it for me, or rather i asked for it to be drawn. hahah! cute lil' things, i must say! :D












I SMELL FREEDOM!! 终于从书中逃回到这个世界了！:D:D