it's been a while
i think i've got myself lost in the working world. haha! but that's a good thing, in a way cuz time passes quicker than usual. work is quite mundane and the only times i look forward to in a working day are the mornings- where i get to chat a little while having breakfast, lunch- a time to rest my brains and maybe catch up with HDL, and of course, knock-off time! haha! it becomes quite a boring cycle after a while but life's better when you have nice colleagues around, well almost.
got quite pissed off today by a colleague of mine, but seriously i think i cant really blame her cuz because of genuine generation gap, the way we do things are almost quite different. sometimes i hope she'd put herself in my position and understand the state of mind i'm in. i'm only here for about 26 days, so you can imagine how familiar i am with the workings of the department here. i'm not asking for a lot, because all i need is more specific instructions and rationale behind the things you do. maybe it was also my fault cuz i should really spell out everything you want me to do back to you..in that way, i think less errors would be made. the thing is, the rationale only comes after i've done everything wrong. what a waste of time, effort and paper. :( omg... that was really a lesson learnt today. learnt how to keep a positive look despite me boiling within and almost bursting from within. if you'd understand... the feeling of being exasperated, like the why-didnt-you-tell-me-earlier feeling. uh huh.
went running today! which is really good cuz i think i really let off some steam and i felt much much better after! tomorrow's gonna be a great day! shall not be so huh again! :D:D:D
我曾进看见困难变得胆小，不够勇敢
但还是要相信
相信感觉 相信简单
一点点你的微笑
已经让我觉得温暖
我还不懂坚持 正好让我学会去爱
1 Comments:
hello gay! OK i think i'm clearer now after reading this entry. (smthg about visual impact working better than verbal impact sorry i'm a bit slow at times haha) anyway hmm i think it's very hard to question so much about why you're doing this or that so you'll just do whatever you're told (but like what you said, if you thought sensibly you wouldn't be putting the letters in those envelopes).. when i was working i had that problem too.. just doing whatever i'm told without knowing why so you just try to remember the steps in doing this and that. and when you forget, it becomes a problem (GET A NOTEBOOK GAY! i believe i've told you this before haha) but aiyah.. with the position you are in.. you more or less just take instructions from people anyway.. you did your part. it's not your fault.. don't blame yourself anymore! :)
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