html PUBLIC "-//W3C//DTD XHTML 1.0 Strict//EN" "http://www.w3.org/TR/xhtml1/DTD/xhtml1-strict.dtd"> destitute: people

Monday, September 15, 2008

people

got news that our MM Lee's health is facing some problem, abnormal heart rhythm it was reported. don't know why i felt kinda sad... scared maybe.. that we might soon be losing another good leader of Singapore. i do not really have much confidence with the newbies in the cabinet, nor do i see any leaders who have simlar capabilities as the older batch. i'm not a 100% pro-PAP person but i have my gratitude and respect to the many leaders that have brought us to what we are today. I do not think any of the prosperity and peace we are enjoying today are of any coincidence. Yet, some people are just apethetic. oh well...

anyway, back to the title 'people'. well, being in ntu for a month or so have enabled me to see more kinds of people, and perhaps, how people you used to think you know change. but i think the point i'm trying to say here is what sort of person i am. morale is kinda low now... cuz studies don't look good at all. all the rushing around, having lessons, activites, CCAs.... kind of driving me nuts a little. too early, you say? yeah i admit, but seriously this is how i'm feeling nowadays. occasional thoughts of giving up, of wondering if i did choose the right course, of asking for help... drifts pass too often for my own good. quiz is coming this wednesday and i'm pulling my hair. so much uncertainty... so frustrating. i'm feeling that i'm actually catching up a little, but thoughts that others are understanding much better than i do are stamping on my confidence (if there's much to speak of). at this point in time, i'm just hoping that i can remember and understand as much as i can.

so it goes, 人比人 真的会比死人.

i am just hoping and praying for the best on wednesday. cuz a senior told me that such quizzes should aim for full marks. something that isn't impossible, but now with my level of knowledge now. ahhhhhhhhhhhh :'(

0 Comments:

Post a Comment

<< Home

santa game from bunnyhero labs
CounterData .com

home insurance
home insurance Counter Solitaire Mystery by Jostein Gaarder (recommended!!!)
Missing by Catherine MacPhail
Just Like That by Marsha Qualey
Tomorrow belongs to me by Mark Roberts
Night Train by Judith Clarke
The boy on the bus by Deborah Schupack
The Other Side of the Story by Marian Keyes
Marley and me (dog lovers will love this, really!)