i just felt like typing something here though my hands hurt a hell lot. Henceforth there is no title coz i really have no idea what title to give this post. Too random i suppose. And just in case you are wondering my my hands hurt so much, it's because i went cycling 2 days ago. maybe it was the gripping part. Though didnt really cycled, i was learning. And after 2 hours and spending 5 bucks, i still havent mastered cycling!!! OMG! i think i'll never cycle ever in my life. i learnt 3 times already can??! haiz..how? maybe i shall try again a long time later when im not so jue wang with myself. hee.. and definitely not any time soon coz my legs a filled with bruises. 1 large one on my left calf, 3 cute 20cent-coin-sized ones on my right knee and i medium-sized ones on the back of my ankle. i better get them to disappear b4 my OP day, or the teachers may think im being abused. Oh! or maybe i get some sympathy points! wahaha... i think im thinking too much. : S anyway i just have to antagonise myself by rubbing all of my bruises b4 i sleep. i seriously hate the feeling of being in constant pain for about 10 minutes.

Anyway, many things have been going through my mind these days. Some needing me to make decisions which im always procrastinating against. It's times like this that i realise, when i want something, i dont seem to be doing the neccesary to get it. It's like if i'd just open my mouth to ask, that thing that i wanted to achieve would already be in my grasp. Another thing would be signing up to be an OGL. Actually, seriously if i didnt need to miss lessons, i'd really jump at the chance. i mean, it's quite fun and all. And the fact that im leading the freshies into a new environment, of course it's nice being a facilitator to them. Another perk would be a secret. And of course, this is an addition to my CIP hours as well as the testimonial part. However in the end, i've successfully rid the thought of being an OGL. i still think my academic results ain't that fantastic, not fantastic enough to miss a week of lessons. Phew! Though im having some regrets here, i think i've made a wise choice. Even Shu Yi who scored freaking good results didnt want to join bcoz of the fact that we have to miss lessons, i think i'd better follow suit. If u're wondering how good is freaking good, i'd say she only has one C. And she doesnt have anything lower than that. But anyway, something to comfort myself is that i've been an OGF and that is equivalent to being an OGL. And i didnt have to miss lessons! hee..oh well. At least i've experienced that and now i should concentrate on my studies.

Yes, so tmr i'd have to bury my head into the lappie and edit the stupid I&R which is part of the useless and time-wasting PW. well... 4 more days!!! and it'll all be over! A year of agony and conflicts will all come to a close i guess. What's left would be my grown-up soul and a pair of 'sharper' eyes. To see through fake people i mean. And of course finally realising what kind of people exist around me. Okay, im super tired and im going to end here after 28236575 times of dozing off.












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