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i told him,"Sorry that i haven't been visiting you for the past two years.. cuz i was busy with examinations and all. but i know that shouldn't be a reason. i'm here today, with granny, aunt, mum and sis. brought nice vegetarian food for you today, and cheng tng. aunt said we should buy cheng tng for a change today, since we've always been buying drinks for you. :) i knew you'd understand.. cuz i've done rather well for the A's, i know you've been watching out for me. i didn't let you down, i didn't let daddy and mummy down too. i know you heard all that i've said all these years. i'm entering the university soon, i'll work hard to do well... get a good job so that i can take good care of granny, daddy and mummy, like sis did."

i think if you ask me what i'd do if i'd the chance to see him in person again, i think i'd hug him real tight. it's something i've never done before, even as a kid. at least i don't remember doing so.