Life now

is good at work. I really think I'm quite blessed to be in such good company. The people at work are so nice, I feel I'd known them for a long time. It feels like I've been there longer than 3 months, that's what my colleagues say too. haha! I hope that means that I've been of good use to them! Received a call today from one of them asking if I'd bought my track shoes, cuz she was at Queensway and she wanted to help me ask around there. Aw! So sweet of her lah! :D cuz I was kind of whining on friday that I'm sad cuz I couldn't get the colour I wanted.

Read Amanda's blog and realised how stressed up and unhappy she was at work. So it kind of made me feel happy and appreciative. (Not that I wasn't, but her posts just reminded me to.)

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is making me run in circles. I'm getting giddy thinking so much. I think all my life, I didn't have much choices to choose from, my fate and aptitude kind of decided many things for me. You know, not good enough to hit the top and not that bad that I've to settle for the least. Then, I'd always admired the people who just have the luxury of choices. Now I finally have my go at making choices and I realise I really can't decide for nuts. It's getting frustrating now, after the novelty of it wears off. It's not fun anymore. :(

It's like imperfect information in economics; producers can't gauge the demand and so cannot produce at the optimal output, consumers do not have sufficient information about the different goods to make the best decision. That's exactly what I'm going through now, not know the expectations of employers so I can't make a wise choice. gahh! someone help me! i need to speak to people in banking/accountancy firms.

went to the hi-tea session at ntu today. hmmm... quite like the feel of it and the confidence the university gives me. yeah it may be a bit duller than that other one, but I'm just a plain Jane so I think I suit NTU. HAHA =P we shall see what the other one has to offer when I go down on 17 may. what I'm afraid is that future employers may not like plain Jane cuz she's too plain. =X zhiyu said something quite true today, about banks prefering SMU graduates. I really did think about branching into banking... investment banking to be specific. darn it, it's a superficial world out there. will plain Jane survive?