Appreciate everything but get attached to nothing...

i've decided i'd change it to 'Appreciate everything, get attached but know when you have to loosen it.' isn't this a better way of viewing life? to me, it's almost impossible to appreciate things but not get attached to it, especially after sufficient time has passed. i'm really an emotional and melancholic person, thus i can't not get attached to things and people around. it just dawned upon me today... just sudden realisation that made me ask for the add. i've just done it, just in case i decide to retreat into the turtle shell of mine again. :) i think meeting and parting is just part of life, and emotions too come with it. so i guess i should just live for the moment and appreciate things that come my way. anyway, appreciation without attachment cannot be whole-hearted appreciation, and feeling attached without appreciating is just mindless craze.

went back to AJ (again) today. ate vegetarian stuffs that i like. hoho! bought 2 muffins today too! always wanted to try this stall's muffins since it looks not bad and it's been around for more than half a year already, so should be quite nice. majella thought it wasn't nan chi, but i thought it was pretty ok. ate the oreo one and gave the raspberry oat to ms zhu. :) sister thought it was bo liao to go back and do such stuff, but seriously i think i needed to do something random to make myself happy and relaxed before school starts and after such a long period at work. at least i've fulfilled one of the few things i really want to do before all the crazy school stuffs start piling in. i think the next thing is to visit the zoo and maybe get my level 1 to be a certifed belayer. :) then i get to belay people too! which means cherling will get to climb even if there's only both of us at climbing! wooh! okay i'd better set my heart, brain and soul to go apply. =X anyway, majella and i drew something today and gave it away...hopefully she can appreciate it. didn't really care if it was childish or random or nonsensical, i just wanted to give it. let me be oblivious and do what i really want to do...for once. at least it made me feel good, about not thinking too much. oh, and today made me realise i can act rather well over the phone. haha, being an imposter for 15 seconds or so and surprising someone can be really so fun. i think the muffin saved the day. :) 'i'm cheryl from council...' HAHA cute.

note: i drew the right one only.

tada! i think it's quite nice eh! i think majella disagrees quite a bit. :(

before i turn away again, just let me.