It's part of growing up

'This is a crazy world

These can be lonely days

It's hard to know who's on your side
Most of the time

Who can you really trust
Who do you really know
Is there anybody out there
Who can make you feel less alone
Sometimes you just can't make it on your own

Everybody needs somebody who
They can pour their heart and soul into'

I've never felt so much anger within me.

Now I understand how it feels to have frustration and anger pent up in the belly that I feel I can really burst.

Now I understand how it feels when she wrote ' Humans are forgetful. All the right you do can be overwritten with one wrong.' I truly taste the bitterness in my tongue. I think nothing hurts more than being accused by someone so dear to you in your life, those things said that are so irrational and spiteful.

Now I understand that I can no longer communicate with such a person, who probably doesn't have some logical sense in reasoning. Just so spiteful that there's probably no thinking done before bursting out in hurtful and accusatory remarks. Just plain, bloody blaming.

Lessons learnt and resolutions made:

I shall no longer listen to her irrational commands and will think on my own, and act in a more sensible manner according to what I believe.

Every time I feel anger coming, I shall just swallow it and get away from the situation. No more bursting out and shouting which probably doesn't make things any better. Just let the ramblings go on and shut my ears. :)

Use this as a motivation to stay in school till late to revise and read up my readings, do tutorials! (since I'd probably just sleep when I get home :p)

화이팅!~~