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Tuesday, October 24, 2006

Super funny! Must watch!

here's sth i saw last night. super funny, rubbish...watever u call it. must watch! it's about surveys given out to NTU students and the weird comments given. consider writing it in school surveys if it is anonymous. LOL! enjoy!

Link: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QOqXlbWf9Io&eurl=
( the = sign is included)

Happy hol?

today's a rainy day. and i thought of going to jog. asked sis if she'll be home on time to jog with me but she said no. havent requee finish the place with cl. damn. that means i cant jog too. coz mum says i might be knocked down by cars of maybe fall into the drain. well done mum! you've great imagination dont you? i've been walking for the past 14 years or so and jogging since primary 1? and u tell me i'll fall into the drain. omg. why do such thoughts exist? anw, so here i am stuck in my couch and typing typing typing...and growing fat. HAIZ!

went gym yesterday with HDL in school instead of playing games. heh! so proud of myself! but i've realised how much i've physically slackened. only ran on the trackmill for less than 10 min and i stopped, partly because i was dizzy. did some arm- and leg-power. and i've once again realised how little muscle exist in my fat body. i'd better start toning up for next year's PFT.

oh, yesterday mum bought cakes from secret recipe (as usual). sigh..told her not to buy le. can u imagine obese person eating and eating unhealthy stuff without exercising? that's super unhealthy lah! and just now i scolded her for eating up the cakes. not that i wanna eat it, it's just that it's really bad for her. and guess what? she retorted by saying," u lah! never eat the cake! now i gotta eat it!" wth. i already told her not to buy so many cakes. and now she has the cheek to say that it is my fault that she ate the cakes. how ridiculous!!! whatever lah, that's just like her to put the blame on others.

sigh, today is such a moody day with the rain. and i cant go jogging. but i did one question of graphing techniques! *applause* haah. the only thing to look forward to now is gong! and of course my sis coming home with Full House's dvd from cl. and yes! tmr too! coz i'll be able to see uh-hm.









been looking for your blog. but i cant seem to find it. do we really lack the yuan fen?

白键是那一年海的沙滩 浪花的繾綣
黑健是和你多日不见

Saturday, October 21, 2006

Photo post!

whee~! photos photos and more photos!

This is Lucky a.k.a Mr Porc with Hoops! But seriously, he's not really
interested in taking photos (with hoops because it's tickling his whiskers!)

Mr Porc again- now with Hoops at his nose. heh heh! :)

This is snoopy! Coz it's a Beagle! Did you know snoopy is a Beagle? heh,
this cute Beagle lives a few houses away from me. And if you've guessed it,
i took photo of it secretly. heh..luckily its owner didnt see me. anw, it's so cute!

This Golden Retriever is so cute! Saw it at a petshop near my house. Poor thing,
it had to be caged up. No wonder it's so sian.. btw, it's only 6 months.

Anyway, i wasnt suppose to take photos. But i only saw the notice after i
took them. So, too bad!


Haha..this breed is called Chow Chow. Quite funny looking. but its so
chubby! i couldnt resist not taking a photo of it. heh heh!

Sista and me! haha..if you're wondering why it's so big, it's because pretty faces
must put bigger! lol! it's taken in daddy's car. Pretty sisters! ;)












海闊天空 在勇敢以後 要拿執著 將命運的锁打破
冷漠的人 謝謝你們曾經看輕我 讓我不低頭 更精采的活
海闊天空 狂風暴雨以後 轉過頭 對舊心酸一笑而過
最懂我的人 謝謝一路默默的陪著我
讓我擁有好故事可以說 看未來 一步步來了

Songs

Been listening to these songs these few days. Nice, sad songs. Maybe it reflects my mood nowadays. Just feel so moody and restless, just don't feel like doing anything anymore. It's been like that since after promos. If you know what i mean, like walking around like a zombie and the super don't-feel-like-doing-anything symdrome. Sigh, and the hrible fact that we have to chiong our dumb pw ( which i think is of utter insignificance). Just like how zhengkai put it, its stand and purpose has been shaken and more are finding it irrelevant and ineffective. Really, sometimes i wonder how great life would be without pw.
Anyway, this song is called Piano. And the supposed AJ idol sang this song too, although he didnt pull it off very well.

白键是那一年海的沙滩 浪花的繾綣
黑健是和你多日不见
弹指间 海岸线
你的泪 我的眼
模糊天边
每个人心中都有架钢琴 铅封在回忆
任凭我只是你的插曲
时间偶尔提起 钢琴偶尔哭泣 那些凌乱片段
如果爱还能再重来 我期待澎湃永远在
oh 每次琴盖打开 便有歌来自大海
如果爱我已不存在 我希望有一段精彩
让回忆有所感慨
白键是现在我爱到昨天成全你改变
黑健是原谅我的原谅
还想再弹一遍 手指却只能看见 你的抱歉

Another nice and sad song by 光良 called '握你的手'
山顶的风冷得想钻进我内心
沉默是我们最近唯一的话题
看曾经亲密的爱慢慢像友谊
爱是流星 一坠落就不停
我们尝试让彼此差异能隐形
遗憾的是回避不能解决问题
当我疲倦的凝望你憔悴表情
再不舍得 也该让你远离
握你的手 坚持到最后一秒钟
哪怕爱要冰凉了 至少让回忆是暖的
了解比爱难多了 我们都尽力了
也许温柔 是停止(再)挽留
握你的手 像耳语轻声说保重
让眼睛就算湿了 不只是痛也有感动
以前每一次挥手 都为了再握手
但这一次 是为了放手








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Friday, October 20, 2006

Axiom

ms leong talked to us today. about the results, of course. the usual stuff- analysis of our nasty-looking results. though not so nasty after the moderation..but still, enough to scare the hell out of me. especially geog, though ms leong wasn't specifically tough on geog, it was ms zhu. sigh, she was the only one who said so explicitly that we should not be proud of our current marks coz what we see now is better due to the moderation. i mean, i thought this was common understanding and doesn't need to be spoken out loud. you know, when we say something out loud, it becomes a fact. A cold, hard truth. im not saying that if you dont say it out loud, it's not the truth. well..if you understand what i mean.

anw, i think we did so badly lah. esp econs. moderate like siao can? omg. i jumped 3 grades lah..zhiyu jumped 2.. unbelievable! though it varies from student to student, but i thought it was a best-case scenario for me. :) maths and geog also moderate. chuii! what's the world coming to? sometimes i'll just wonder how far will moderation bring us? is it really helping us? well maybe for now.

somehow i just feel guilty and inadepuate, about this moderation thingy. especially especially geog. dunno why. im fine with my moderation for maths and econs but somehow i just feel so bad about geog. not that im not satisfied with the extent of moderation, really, actually im really ok with it. but somehow i just feel..so... i really dunno how to put it in words. maybe it's because i expected myself to do better, although the feeling i get from doing the paper isn't too positive. plus the expectation the teachers have on me. i just feel im letting everyone down, including myself. SIGH! i mean, considering the fact that i've taken physical geog at O's. i shouldnt be so bad at lithosphere now. what is wrong with me?

and one thing ms leong said today made me so terrible and lost. the fact that our standard is so far from the A level standard. i mean, we have so so so much to catch up in such a short span.
so many burdens, so little time... indeed, such is the 'intense jc life' that ms leong mentioned. But i know i will pull through this, with the support of the people i love.

Anyway, i should start counting my blessings too. at least i got promoted. geez! good, good! well done, gay si hui!










Aja aja hwiting!

santa game from bunnyhero labs
CounterData .com

home insurance
home insurance Counter Solitaire Mystery by Jostein Gaarder (recommended!!!)
Missing by Catherine MacPhail
Just Like That by Marsha Qualey
Tomorrow belongs to me by Mark Roberts
Night Train by Judith Clarke
The boy on the bus by Deborah Schupack
The Other Side of the Story by Marian Keyes
Marley and me (dog lovers will love this, really!)