喜欢一个东西 就一定要拥有吗？
如果我说我喜欢一样东西 就一定要拥有它。。。
。。。是这样吗？

拥有了那样你喜欢的东西
会不会就让那份喜欢
随风而散？
或许。。。
也许。。。
可能。。。

如果不去拥有的话
会不会就多了一份珍惜
珍惜与拥有
就好比两条平行线
一旦拥有了一样东西
那份珍惜 似乎就少了许多
是这样吗？

若是
那我还是不想拥有
不想失去那份喜欢
不想失去那份珍惜
真的 不想 失去。。。

make someone smile, like hahaman and mr.stickman :)

it feels good to make an extra effort to do something for someone, if you know it'd make that person smile. cuz it made her day, as well as mine! a simple action on our part can be a huge contrast to our very-busy everyday life, and it warms someone's heart from within (i hope!). even if it's just a packet of strepsils. ;)

personally, i like the feeling of receiving little notes and gifts, especially if it's after a day's work and im all worn-out and down. cuz it'll really make my day and chase all the fatigue i'd experienced away. it gives me a warm and fuzzy feeling because i know someone out there has thought of me, and that someone cares. and i do hope that's what she was feeling at that point in time. it is these little things in life that motivates us, that keeps us going.

it's a great thought to have once in a while, by doing something a little extra, for people who really matters. and what goes around comes around, maybe one day, someone might just surprise you with something a little out of ordinary.









就这样
足了

totally me

I feel like a little girl
Trying to conquer the whole wide world
Everybody(subject) wants a piece of me
And I just don't know where to turn
I've got work piled up to my head
All I want to do is jump into bed
And wash away my troubles with lemonade
Play hide and seek with the boy next door
Take a trip to Singapore
And imagine how i'll make the world a better place

All I need is a good disguise
One where nobody can recognize
That I'm feeling so small
All I need is a secret weapon
I've gotta have faith
Zapping monsters into outer space
I'm gonna be a Superhero

Little.Superhero.Girl
i wish...

YA RIGHT! GO AND STUDY LAH, GAY!







have faith. just do it!
i can, therefore i will.

the jelly and the belly!

ah i'm bored! a photo of what we were doing today, ahem when we were not studying (oops!). :D

my burping study partner! ;P

found this cute lil video on jeremy's blog and decided to 'kop' it after watching it. it really made me 'hurhurhur' with the characters. dont really know why, well maybe it's the characters' murmuring that really tickles me.

how i wished humans do not speak and can only 'hurhurhur' like the characters. sometimes the words we say can be hurtful; sometimes the words do not show clearly our intentions; other times, we miss the chance to verbalise what our heart really meant. if humans could not speak, maybe there would be less regrets of the words we say, and of those we didnt.

at least by hurhur-ing, we could make someone smile.





there's something i wish to say
something i would not

exam blues but do CHEER UP!

'smile and make someone's day anyway'- read this on majella's blog sometime ago. i guess it's a nice principle to live by and i can see that evident on her. it's something i should emulate because i really have such a dao face. :D:D:D 3 smileys to make up for my gloomy face!!

but sometimes, too much optimism isnt as good as it looks. i dont know if these smiles are genuine signs of happiness... or is it meant to conceal something that some people dont wish others to see? to me, i think it's horrid to bottle up everything inside and mask it with a smile. it feels like one day, one day everything'll just explode. it's scary.. :/

so to all my dear friends who are reading, please do look for sources to relieve your stress since it's the time of the year that we're all up to that point of hysteria. do talk things out, i'll always be there! erm.. even if i dont really know you, i wont ignore you :)
(this is written after listening to mr lionel during civics and my observation of the people around me. HAHA)




JIAYOU EVERYONE! (including myself !! :D)

24 days, 576 hours..to the A's. will i make it? im not too sure, really. results have been depressing enough and my days are numbered (pm's favourite phrase to us). i cant really appreciate his cynical ways, or perhaps his way of reverse psychology. i dont think it works on me because im depressed enough. but then again, im a contradictory person. i need someone to breathe down my neck sometimes and tell me that if i continue the way i am, im not going to make it; sometimes, i wish for some encouragement, someone to tell me that she believes in me and i will really become so much more motivated.

verified my results today, and im once again depressed. i've heard some others have done rather well, some improved. what about me? i've improved, but not to my expectation. i must say my expectations of myself this time round isnt high, i just hope to pass everything. but i didnt. if only i've worked a lil' harder, if only i'd been less playful, if only i'd been more motivated.. so many 'ifs'. how many more times can i afford to repeat this mistake? zero actually, A's just around the corner.

i dont like it when people think im hardworking, motivated and conscientious. im not, really. i think my looks are deceiving, so please dont paint such a good picture of me. i dont want you to be disappointed. and i really need some encouragement to motivate myself. dad and mom do not ask too much about my grades and im always left to self-motivate. well, perhaps they do not want to put too much pressure on me but i know they have certain expectations of me, so do my teachers. i've always been working based on these expectations- i work to fulfill these expectations more than to my own benefit. and i just feel so so so tired. is that all to life- to fulfill others' expectations of us?

time is running out and i've got so much to do, so much to fill my empty brain with...










我只想哭 只想哭 只想哭。。。