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Tuesday, December 22, 2009

As we go on...

It's a funny feeling when you come to a realization that the person you thought you knew and understood rather well, turn out to be someone you actually do not. Blogs and Facebook are powerful tools that divulge information that you'd never know about someone. Ironically, the more you find out about someone, the more you realise how much you do not understand that person.

On a separate note, I think this holiday is so unfulfilling for me. I haven't done much of the stuff I wanted/had to do. And it's making me feel quite rotten. Especially the HRYF event that's coming up on my birthday next year. Sigh, I am actually quite lost in it. I'm starting to conclude that I hate being a bizmag now. Although I should really know better than to admit this fact. It's like this for me, once I admit to something it kind of becomes a reality and the feeling/idea/thought just grows stronger. This is not good cuz I'm gonna be stuck in this position for the next 2 months or so. Grrr...why did I land myself in this shit? :/ I really need to get this over and done with, because if I don't do it, no one will. And this concerns the possibility of an opportunity of the future being seized or not. Aja Aja!

Ending of December is something to look forward to! Because there's Christmas, a BBQ at hall, meetups, Cedar Homecoming and a climbing session! Woots:) It's good to end on a high note..haha!

Oh, weirdly nowadays, I've been craving for Frolick. Ughh.. now that's really unusual. :)



THREE days to Christmas! Say 'YAY' :D

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Tuesday, December 15, 2009

Frolick Day!

Ah yet another meeting with two persons that I haven't met for some time! Good and happy day today! Plus the fact that I've gotten my Plan 1 during the registration of modules.. mwahahaha:) (But I think I'm killing myself by having two 8.30 days that end at 6 in a week :/)

Happiness aside, I've come to a realization today. I think, at times, I tend to be a little too self-centered. In a sense, I do sometimes lapse into talking too much about myself... maybe a little more than what others would like to hear. Well, it's not that someone actually commented about this. I actually had this thought in my mind today, as I was walking home alone. I really appreciate this kind of self-reflection and self-awareness that pops up every now and then. And I'm thankful that no one has to come up to me and tell me straight in my face that I've been doing things that irks them so much that they have to tell me. haha:p

Well, I think we should, or maybe I should listen more to others without interrupting. I've been doing quite a bit of this that I'm not very comfortable of. I need to listen, listen more. :)

Ah... frolick. I likes!:)

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